why don't you stay.

i am back from johor! and feeling much better. :D

we are golden.

it is true then that everything can be solved over a plate of chicken and quesadillas at Chillis. (:

best live performance ive seen yet.

it's like playing Uno Stacko

i know it sounds so banal and corny, but i really think that love can go sour. very sour indeed. to the point where literally, you can feel this bitter cloying taste at the back of your throat; when you're fighting, when you're looking at him, when you're together, basically.

and you just know, when it reaches that point, that juncture in your relationship that there's no where to go but downhill. spiralling out of control. oh sure, you try to fix things; you try to spend more time with each other, you try to sweeten things between the two of you, but ultimately, it never works out. it's like a fad that has run it's course you know? a chewing gum too long in your mouth, that has lost it's flavour, texture- everything. sad, but true.

i guess, ultimately, the question is- how do you handle it? or more specifically, how do you end it? how can you?

questions, all these questions running through my head.

th-th-th-thongs

omg omg suzen suzen look! a whole days hard work. 
(not like i had anything better to do, since i missed skytrex.)

(sigh, not sulking, moving on. :/)

oh me oh my, i feel so happy with my new layout. only damper on my mood is the prospect of having to upload all our graduation/ mei's bbq pictures. spm has made me slightly anti-technology, even smsing is a chore. code for : i will be procrastinating the upload of pictures. hehe.

btw: running on a tangent, my header, is after a concept in a book i once read, Sunny Side Up. it's like those moments when your mind is thinking about something, lets say the letter A. and then it thinks how that letter A looks a little like an alien spaceship, that has just landed on it's mini tripod. and then it starts wondering why all aliens in movies are generally wrinkled beyond reason, skinny and have huge bulbous heads. then it jumps to you thinking about how you want to watch The Princess and the Frog. which leads to you remembering about your freshly varnished sandals abandoned outside the house. and it goes on. like how one thing leads to another, ya know?

and now i dont know about you, but my mind is constantly running on a tangent. so this blog will now be the avenue for all my random thoughts and thinkings. i am strangely excited!

ps: au naturale: a man or woman with unshaven pubes.

i did not KNOW that. in fact, i nearly commented in facebook that Jou's hair is au naturale. O_O thank goodness i had the foresight to look up the meaning. rofl!

anyways, Nanny now. :D Mr Sheffield!

WHAT THE FCK AM I STILL DOING ONLINE?

*ring ring ring*

my sister's laptop is cooking my ovaries. time to Go.

Hey Jude,

next week is a week from hell.

ps: Kun would kill Molly and save me from a vat of boiling poison, if it came down to it. i is happy. :D
double ps: beat that you 8 titted bitch.


...wait.
he feels so remorseful for betraying Molly that he left to go give her a treat and smother her with love all over her hairless muzzle.
sigh, the woes of loving a dog lover.

after SPM i have decided (sorta, considering more like. yeah contemplating. in a more solid way. i mean it's kinda a circumstantial thing in the end anyway. OKNVM for now it's 'decided'.) - whew. sorry where was i?

ah yes, i've decided (loosely) to go through with my delicate Tying Up Loose Ends project, aimed at rejuvenating my of overall well being and reinstate my sense geniality. :D

i will start anew! i will be niceR to people! i will.. take Kun out for a nice dinner! (random, but also on my list of Must-Do projects)

so yeah. after SPM is over, when i see this, (if this is still the most recent post) i will launch Tying Up Loose Ends.

i am actually.. kinda excited. good sign.

okay happy pretending-to-study-but-ACTUALLY-watching-The-Nanny-out-of-the-corner-of-your-eye people!

Look at the stars,

this blog shall undergo some serious revamping after SPM.

SUZEN!

ps: i've found the perfect colour for my dress. ho-yeah.*gives you my best cherub smile*

bye peeps. ps: jou/ neeraj, stop with the KimchiMan nonsense. GLARES.

oh double ps: i am now going to HELP College. despite originally being the biggest anti-HELP activist since the dawn of time. but when you're backed into a corner.. beggers cant be choosers. regardless, i have decided to learn to love it. heres to hopeless optimism! and at least i'll have buddies. :D

BURN NOTICE TONIGHT!